I get very angry that I can’t share the cool moments of my life with someone who really feels for me.
Does it really have to be about the kind of kinship we share in physical reality?
Acquaintances, Friendship, relationship, or love… in the end they are not all that different.
It’s really about how much effort u want to put in to making that bond solid, trustworthy, and loving.
And trying to make that kinda bond last is a whole another story….
Choose rice. Choose a Hagwon. Choose no career. Choose a co-teacher. Choose a big f**king severance pay. Choose smartphones, orange taxis, DSLRs and T-money cards. Choose bad health, alcoholism and $50 AIDS tests. Choose a pension scheme. Choose an officetel. Choose stupid English names for your kids. Choose a Korean girlfriend who’s far too hot for you. Choose Cass Red and wondering who the f**k you are on a Sunday afternoon. Choose lying on that floor mat reading mind numbing, spirit crushing posts on Daves ESL cafe stuffing ramen into your mouth. Choose flying home at the end of it all, pissing your last in a miserable call centre, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, f**ked up brats you used to teach everyday.
Choose your future.
(Add your race if I missed it) ><
Capital (i) for tally
Strikethroughfor every 5 count.
- Hmong: IIII
- Taiwanese: I
- Laos: II
IIIII IIIII IIII IIIII IIIIIIIII
- Cambodian: II
- Indian: I
- Malaysian: I
- Indonesian: I
while they were visiting Korea briefly. Mark, I and someone else whose name I forget took them to Namdaemun. A really chill couple. I think she was from Taiwan and Kevin’s from the states. Very nice people who were cruising by the city. Little did I know back then they were partners in crime trotting the globe with no end in sight! How they fund their endless trips and how they NEVER get tired of traveling is beyond me. but i suppose it’s not what’s important. Go look at their streams and their amazing pictures and experience the world vicariously. but more importantly u’ll also feel how close they are and the passion and energy for life they intimately share. truly truly awesome love. can’t say I’m not jealous at all. :)